My baby boy is 4 months old already! Time just seems to be flying by and its killing me. Maybe its because I'm a little older now, who knows. I just feel like I want to cling to every precious moment because they're gone in the blink of an eye. I feel bad in a way that I didn't "cling" as much with the older kids because I now know what I was missing. Does that make sense? I am so proud of my boy and so excited to see how he grows and learns new things each and every day...but its all sort of bittersweet for me though since I know that this is it. No more babies. The feeling is freeing and sadening all at the same time. It is nice to know that once Cooper is past his baby days, that I won't have to worry about diapers and late nights of endless crying. But its also sad to know that I won't get to do all of those things either. I find myself savoring and embracing the midnight feedings and the spit up messes. This must be somethat that one can only understand after making the decision that the family is complete. Ok, I'm done being sappy, lol. Have a fantabuous day!
~Jamie~
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It's so hard to believe that he's 4 months old already. What a wonderful blessing he is to you and your entire family.
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